Long story short, high school sweet hearts at 15, we had a baby together when I was 18, he was 19. My father commited suicide while I was pregnent. 1 year after our babys birth I told my ex I wanted to experience other guys and thats why we broke up. straight away I was in another relationship for a couple of years. left him and was in another relationship for 2 years. I then became addicted to meth and gave up my child to her father when she was 5. my boyfriend at the time left me and I started dating my dealer who physically and emotionally abused me. We also had a child together. i escaped the meth scene and retreated to a small town where Ive spent the last six years getting my life together.I am currently training to be a nurse, I'm in my second year. i first began my training when i fell pregant. it feels like Ive just woken from this massive coma, in which my life has done a full 360 and I'm back to the start.... this includes taking the time to get over my high school sweet heart.... how do I do this....ive tried online dating but when it comes to meeting I get scared and shy away. A year ago I told him I still loved him but the feelings were not mutual. we have a good relationship when it comes to our now 10 year old daughter, but everytime he rings or when I see him I can't help this overwhelming feeling of warmth & happiness. I told him I cant communicate with him for a while because I'm having trouble dealing with our breakup but he still rings me. I dont know what to do I dont want to be alone for the rest of my life but I feel like I'm being punished and I'll never love again!!!!!! HELP!! any ADVICE!!!! trust me Ive tried getting over myself but its just not working!!!!
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dohickey said:
ok, you have a kid you love, a career ahead, and you want to dial BACK to the point where things got back and it took 10 years of pain and torture to get out?!. time, and life, is best lived, even if scary, in one way -- forward. embrace that, and share with YOUR family
Shy said:
Alright. You've finally got your life back. Just remember, you will find another guy that makes you feel even more like that. And if I were you, I wouldn't want to go back to where I started. Stay strong for your kid:)and if anything, I really suggest you to read a book: The Holy Scripture. He'll change your life.
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